The Crazy Sunday

So, today, I load up my two children (like I always have for the past two and a half months) and finally get out the door 15 minutes later than I wanted to. Upon arrival, we sit with some friends in hopes that Melanie will do better sitting through church. Which, she does. However, Julia needed a diaper change and bottle about half way through Sacrament Meeting. The other family we were sitting with also had problems with their youngest (which is Melanie's age) and needed to take care of that. Basically, today is just one of those days that I can't seem to get things together. I forgot to put the dinner in the crock pot before leaving for church. Melanie is still coughing and stuffy. Julia keeps messing up her schedule. I am having a hard time with all of this. The Lord must really have something good planned for my future if I HAVE to go through this now without a husband. It's bad enough having to split my time in two and be able to feel as though I have given enough love and attention to both of my wonderful girls. I want them to turn out good. Those people who have helped me have been such a blessing in my life! I really appreciate all that they do. They are wonderful women, most of which have been in a similar situation to mine. Oh how I appreciate those other Navy wives in my life! Thank you to all who have been there for me. Your help has been a help far more than you know.